Breaking the Spell ❤️‍🔥

I catch a glimpse of her,

The woman who beacons me onwards,

Who opens me,

Challenges me,

& calls me forwards,

To more of myself.

I delight in her brilliance,

Her embodiment,

Confidence,

Radiance &

Magnetism.

And if I’m not,

Deeply connected,

To my breath,

My root,

My womb,

And my body..

I easily slip,

Into a pressurised loop,

One my chemistry knows so well.

Get taken for a survival spin,

Into stories,

Fantasies,

& Outdated myths..

Of a future reality,

That takes me away,

From the beauty that already exists.

From the place I already sit.

And the life that wants to be lived right now.

Drunk on a cocktail of what if.

And when.

And how fast can I make it happen.

And if only I could be more like them.

And then..

I come crashing right back down,

As high as I went up.

Humbled by,

The sobering truth,

Waiting underneath,

Whispering;

No.

This is not the way..

There is no need to rush.

You are already enough.

Breaking the spell,

Of limerance.